Asami travelled a large part of Nathan and Gbriel"s story in past 3 days. She spent Friday and Sataday following them in "Half Wild", part 2. She finished the whole book in Japanese just in two days. And then she continued with the third book, in English. There was no way sho could leave them.
And now she was in Montana (?) with Nathan and Ledger. And it is peaceful, and she can not worry. Shy can rest and think. And listen and learn from Ledger. Lern what she thinks of the Essence, and thus the world, for Asami senses the woman is truly wise. And she also feels she has always been thinking the same way, just never put her worldview into words as clearly and simply as she does.
And what a peaceful world it is where she dwells. It may be Montana, or it may be not. It may be some part of the world that she has created or separated for herself. Though Asami's still more inclined to think it's just some secluded well-protected place in Montana.
She has few visitors. And she has devoted her life to learning. She isn't bored. How can she if she is trying to get to know the Essence with all people and creatures who have come to be or yet are part of it. Ones guests come she's genuinely interested in them. She is very inquisitive. For they are all embodyment of the Essence.
She says the Essense is the earth. And I agree but for me it feels more like Nature. We are all nature. And the earth is nature, but so is the sky, streams, wind... Our breath and the heartbeat of a falcon are nature. Our mind, creative one time and destructeve another, shares the same nature as the orderly, ruled by instincts mind of a wolf. We can try to find a way to live in balance with nature in us and around us or we can choose to be deaf to its voice, blind to its presence. We can choose to try and learn from nature thus getting to know the world better as well as us for we are inseparable from it.
One day Nathan's choice will be the choice of an ulimate witch, an ultimate being whom Gabriel has always seen in him. The choice to live as a nature... With Gabriel having become a part of it, becoming the same part to live on by the side of the dearest being in the world. In the same state. And may be their time will come some day to chose again and they may choose to be born an live as humans once more or they may choose to continue to exist as nature never getting separated, forever being able to finally share in their hard-wun and tried with pain and struggle love, being part of the eternal beauty and serenity of nature. Nathan once noteced how beautiful nature was and to hope for it ever remain such is the only thing one may hope for.
Once Nathan saw a vision.
There was a river and trees and gentle hills and the soud of birds and sun on his skin. It was a beautiful place. A place he had always dreamed of being.
And he was with Gabriel and Gabriel was with him.
Once Ledger said to Nathan. "You have a long life line, curiously long... And I feel that your future is ulinately a peaceful one... As I said I see you by a river, trees mountains..."
That is what he will learn to accomplish and choose when the war ends. When they win it.
It is a painful, but very, very happy story, the one of Nathan and Gabriel.
And now Asami is traveling through it with them once again to eventually realise it.
Ledger... Essence
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| вторник, 02 июля 2019