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Asami followed Nathan as he was walking around the Council building mock-up. She followed him to the part that imitated his cell where he was kept just a year ago. The he went to another room, 2C, where he was branded with the tattoos. Whitish canvas walls reminded of the actual place.
He went back to his cell and lay there. Soon Gabriel found him. The stayed in the cell together, and Asami stayed with them.
Once someone, I guess it was Gabriel, said to Nathan, that he understands himself better than most people do.
I guess the same could be also said about Gabriel himself. To be so sure of his feelings, of his wished, to be so strong you need to have access to the core that holds and controls those all inside you. It's just that for Nathan understanding himself means understanding also his wild self, the nature in himself. While for Gabriel it means undersatanding himself through people. They are very close to their essence but Nathan owing to his Gift is also close to its main source. That's why Gabriel saw him as an ultimate being.

But why are they so good at understanding themselves and thus being themselves?
As Asami was sitting in the mock-up cell with them, looking at the gradually darkening sky above their heads, she realized that what Nathan and Gabriel were doing now was just listening to themselves. Not moving, not bustling around to produce any physical or in any way tangible results. Right now they were spending time with their souls, listening to their selves, speaking to each other's essence. In that very moment they were ulimately close.

Asami raised her eyes to look at the passing in the distance train.
It was a good day yesteray, although quite busy. She managed to mantain her composure, she managed to be herself throughout the whole day. Was it because she learned a little from Nathan and Gabriel? Was it because she had allowed some time in the morning for herself second day in a row?
Time just to listent to herself.
To find herself.



@темы: дневник, путешествия, Half Code, Half Lost, Asami's Diary