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You are breathing again.
You're back.
Even with a parody of a purpose in life. But thanks to it, you were kept busy from the outset. But once you get alone memories surge over you. So strange and distant... But vivid and not less painful. Like a dream... And the first name that escapes your mouth the first night you are back is not your brother's, anyone's...
The only person who wanted you live, wanted you in this world, in his life.
Wanted you so much that no words were needed when your eyes met. There had been no way he could mistake you.
And now it's finally the way you were meant to be.
Together, in a relationship of coplete trust. Caring for each other, supportive of each other. Keeping no secrets. Closer then ever. Two acting as a whole one.
And more and more often Asami could glimpse a sincere smile on Ah Xian's face.
Even if he said Lan Zhan that the choices he had made were his own and Lan Zhan didn't have to trouble himself over those, he still knew - that dear being would continue to share his burden with him.
And it must feel so strangely awesome - after standing against the whole world alone carrying too heavy a responsibility to have someone who doesn't ask your permission but naturally shares it.
And treasures you as no one else in this world. Making sure you would have your liquor when you feel like having some. Watching you closely to know you are out of a danger - at least the one you can't manage, being always there to give you help. Who trusts and respects you and wouldn't think of depriving your freedom but you doesn't hesitate now to act if you're in pain and just plainly stubborn. And you let him do it. And it must be so soothing and comfortable...
You know each other's weaknesses and pain. You accept it all. And you're just there by the other's side.
Whatever happens now this relationship will stand it.
With this unexpected chance of coming back to life again you both can finally be... happy.
Ah Xian, it's great to see how your face is clearing up.
It's amazing to see Lan Zhan speaking to you his thoughts and emotions more and more as compared to before when he used to be as silent as a rock.
And Ah Xian, it's thrilling to see that you've grown up to be aware that there are things which may not be in your power, that you've learned to deligate tasks and not try to bear everything singlehandedly.
Which is more, the world doesn't resent the being you are now. And so there may be something you can do in here.
With no Stygian Tiger Seal or anything like it you won't be viewed as a threat.
Still you used to be cosidered as one. You have to be careful. And... you have to face the outcome.
But you're not alone. And now you can even smile in the face of the brutal and unjust past.
You're back.
Even with a parody of a purpose in life. But thanks to it, you were kept busy from the outset. But once you get alone memories surge over you. So strange and distant... But vivid and not less painful. Like a dream... And the first name that escapes your mouth the first night you are back is not your brother's, anyone's...
The only person who wanted you live, wanted you in this world, in his life.
Wanted you so much that no words were needed when your eyes met. There had been no way he could mistake you.
And now it's finally the way you were meant to be.
Together, in a relationship of coplete trust. Caring for each other, supportive of each other. Keeping no secrets. Closer then ever. Two acting as a whole one.
And more and more often Asami could glimpse a sincere smile on Ah Xian's face.
Even if he said Lan Zhan that the choices he had made were his own and Lan Zhan didn't have to trouble himself over those, he still knew - that dear being would continue to share his burden with him.
And it must feel so strangely awesome - after standing against the whole world alone carrying too heavy a responsibility to have someone who doesn't ask your permission but naturally shares it.
And treasures you as no one else in this world. Making sure you would have your liquor when you feel like having some. Watching you closely to know you are out of a danger - at least the one you can't manage, being always there to give you help. Who trusts and respects you and wouldn't think of depriving your freedom but you doesn't hesitate now to act if you're in pain and just plainly stubborn. And you let him do it. And it must be so soothing and comfortable...
You know each other's weaknesses and pain. You accept it all. And you're just there by the other's side.
Whatever happens now this relationship will stand it.
With this unexpected chance of coming back to life again you both can finally be... happy.
Ah Xian, it's great to see how your face is clearing up.
It's amazing to see Lan Zhan speaking to you his thoughts and emotions more and more as compared to before when he used to be as silent as a rock.
And Ah Xian, it's thrilling to see that you've grown up to be aware that there are things which may not be in your power, that you've learned to deligate tasks and not try to bear everything singlehandedly.
Which is more, the world doesn't resent the being you are now. And so there may be something you can do in here.
With no Stygian Tiger Seal or anything like it you won't be viewed as a threat.
Still you used to be cosidered as one. You have to be careful. And... you have to face the outcome.
But you're not alone. And now you can even smile in the face of the brutal and unjust past.